i cant

FORGET YOU?
OH I REALLY
CANT

byebye 11

move on? hmm i dont think i can. but with a condition like this i really have to.
you changed a lot, yes you are :'( i really want the old you, im so confused with every words that you promise me.... i dont believe you anymore, you are so a liar :'( i want to move on, i dont want to stuck on you like this. i dont want to think a bout you anymore, knowing that you dont care at all. i really dont want to :'(
youre hurting me so much , and thats enough. right now maybe i can write all of this and just try really hard to forget and i hope i can keep move on without you in my life :'(
maybe its hard for me but i have to, bye-bye 11

kangen deh

sumpah kangen banget sama looooooooooooooo :'(

i miss you so much

Everyday and every night, this feeling I’d fight
Try as I might but I won’t win, I surrender, I’d die
You are winning here alright

Every morning when the sun would shine on me
I’d flash a smile but deep inside
I feel so sad and lonely
I need you here and now

I miss you
It’s crazy to pretend that I don’t think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow

I miss you
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too

Miss you…

All I want is for this love to last forever
You walked away, never came back, oh I tried to recover
I can’t bear it boy alright

When I hear a song that we had used to share
I’ll try as I might to hide the tears, and when the pain is over
I’ll wish that you are near

I miss you
It’s crazy to pretend that I don’t think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow
I miss you
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too

Miss you…

260609

Yesterday, nita monica ryan sandy sherwin ryan rudolf come to my house :D
tadinya itu mau ngumpul bareng tpi yang bisa dateng cuma segitu deh hauhauhauah tpi gpp seru kok! kita prtama pesen mcd dulu soalnya nita sm monica udh kelaperan hauhauhau oiya hm sebelum ke rumah gw itu kita jalan dulu di pim deh hmm nonton TRANSFORMERS YEAY huahauhauha hmm trus di pim tuh masih ada gaby soalnya dia nginep deh dirumah hehe
kita rusuh deh berdua HUAHAUHAUHAUHA trus kita tuh bosen gitu deh trus akhirnya
coloring nails huahuahuahau gaby purple and im pink hauhauhau
trus abis itu gaby malah tidur meninggalkan aku sendiri :( hauhauha yaudah gw tidur juga aja hahahha
oke back to the :

SANDY the most cutey person i have ever met :"D
sumpah gw ngefans ama lo san ckckkckck GANTENGGGGGGG LUCU IMUT PERFECT xoxo
hm oke hua sandy juga kerumah aku locccch hauhauhauhauah
pokoknya kmaren itu fun banget ya ckckck i love you guys so much i love Twenty
trus setelah udh pada balik gitu kita( nita gw rudolf) skype sm marcia huahauhauha
trus ni foto marcia lama bgt ke uploadnya ya yaudah deh ga usah pke foto hehe
trus setelah smuanya balik ni ada satu makhluk yg minta foto
RUDOLF WAKKAKAKAKAKKAKA
hmm oke OIYA ada lagi nih yg foto foto gitu freak hauakkakakakak
ALBERT AND RYANhuakakakakak gay abis ni orang ckckckckck
okay meskipun pada gay freak tpi tetep sayang sm smuanyaaaaaa
ntar klo ga ada lo smua gimana nih gw? garing deh -_-
I LOVE TWENTY

:''(

how can i move on when i'm still in love with you?

FUN

UYEEAA UYEAA :D today im having so much fun, umm maybe a little fun but means A LOT OF FUN okay -_-
hauhauhahauha hmm today im going out with my bebyloveyby GABRIEL CHARLOTTE
love you girl! hmm first, we went to black canyon coffee to survey for our class farewell thing.... and then we go to pim, but there isnt any good film, so gaby and i went to es teler wakakakak we ate noodle and bihun hahahaha hmmmmmm after eating, aga bingung mau kmana deh.. tdinya mau ke citos mau nonton 17 again ( UYEA ZAC AFRON UAHUAHUHAHAHUA COOL ) tpi gw udh nonton .. soooooooooooo we decided to go to kemang :') together uuuuuuu akhirnya
hmmmmmm sempet macet gitu sih yaaaaaaa huahauhau gaby udh marah marah gitu dech macet abis gitu kan kemang uoww -_-
hahaha trus yaudah tpi gpp deh yaaaaaaaaaa akhirnya kita nyampe deh pokoknya heheheehehe trusssss prtama kita ke kemang food fest dulu beli dvd okay gaby yg beli dvd AHHAHAH hmm abis itu kita keliling gitu mau cari tmpat yg pw gitu hmmmmmmmmmm akhirnya di la codefin aja deh ya hahahahahhaha trus di situ beli sour sally hm yum huahuahhua trus duduk bntar gitu trus gw foto foto gaby dehhhhhhhhhhhhh yg lagi crazeh :D:D


gaby with homer :p




hmmm okay and than we decided to go home, huahuahua thanks geboyyyyyyy i have so much fun today with you beybyloveeeeeeeeeeeeee muah