thats it.

okay, i have to.
move on okay, this time i really have to.
i cant stuck on you like this. so byebye

dont know why

i miss you, love.

changes

change : the process of becoming or making different

change of heart :

a change in attitude

change for a change : to be different ; for variety

have a change of heart : to change a decision to a better, kinder one

time change, people change
so we need changes in our life, but it had to be a good and better changes for us and for one another
dont disappoint them,

sometimes

I got the call today, I didn't wanna hear
But I knew that it would come
An old true friend of ours was talkin' on the phone
She said you found someone
And I thought of all the bad luck,
And all the struggles we went through
How I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside love's open door
Make us throw off our contentment
And beg for something more?

I've been learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning them again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

These times are so uncertain
There's a yearning undefined
And people filled with rage
We all need a little tenderness
How can love survive in such a graceless age
And the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness
They're the very things we kill, I guess
Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms
And the work they put between us,
You know it doesn't keep us warm

I've been trying to live without you now
But I miss you, baby
The more I know, the less I understand
And all the things I thought I figured out, I have to learn again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my heart is so shattered
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

All the people in your life who've come and gone
They let you down, you know they hurt your pride
Better put it all behind you; cause life goes on
You keep carrin' that anger, it'll eat you up inside

I wanna be happily everafter
And my heart is so shattered
But I know it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
Because the flesh will get weak
And the ashes will scatter
So I'm thinkin' about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if you don't love me anymore
Even if you don't love me anymore

x-3

hhhhhhhhhhhh okay today the MOS is over woohoo!
akhirnya di bagi kelas dan gw dapet kelas X-3
hmmm with edric again hahaha aduh z
hmm its okay semoga x-3 seru yaaaaaaaaaaaaa hauhauhauha
smoga asik asik anaknyaa :)

mos!

FIRST DAY AT HIGH SCHOOL..

begin with MOS
ribet ribet deh tapi yahhh jadi juga akhirnya dapet deh smua yg dibutuhin hri ini ck ck kita berempat ( ryan marcia nita and me) + sherwin uuuu dia enak ga disuruh beginian -_-


cetak foto at pim ck HAHAHA AIB TO THE MAX



nita makan ice creammmm



sherwin udh stress nungguin kita hauhauha



ryan lagi ngerjain serius banget -_- and niat abis HAHAHA



yaa..... INILAH JADINYAAAA



gay abis -_- HAHAHA KOCAK



marcia is stressed out with 100 reasons why choosing don bosco as our high school HAHA



akhirnya smua selsai dan nita udh balik juga terus hmm kita jadiin ryan MUMMY HAHAHA



akhirnya selsai deh prepare mos hari ini hahaha tinggal liat besok diapain.. hm..

sedih lagi

hri ini baru pulang retret dan sedih banget ga bisa nganterin Echo yg mau ke bali jam 6 nanti 3 jam lagi oh my :'(
dan dia bakal skolah di situ kan :''''( trus gw ga bisa nganter! thats sucks :''(

tdi subuh chat chat gitu aduh sedih gw nangis :'(
knapa lo harus pindah jauh bangetttttt, lo pke nanya lagi cho klo mnurut gw yg paling sedih gitu siapa yg pindah...... ya elo ECHO! jauh banget :''
udh ga tau deh kmaren tuh gw ga tidur gw nangis... gw sayang banget sama lo cho dan gw lega udh bilang ya ke lo cho.

i will miss your smile cho :D
i will miss your face and laugh and VOICE
i miss karaoke with you :'(
i miss you already

hmmmmmmm pokoknya janji lo gw pegang cho,

*ga bakal lupa Twenty
*ga bakal sombong
*sering main ke jakarta
*BALIK KE DON BOSCO LAGI :'D

WE ALL WAIT FOR YOU ECHOespecially me :')

sedih

today was the last day of seeing him, okay sad. i am sad, really sad, and im crying :'''(

i says:

eh lo udh dirumah?
he says:
Udh dong
i says:
hahahha oke deh
sabtu brangkat jam brapa cho?
he says:
Hmmm blom tau nih
i says:
ohhh
ahahha
besok mau jalan?
he says:
Rencananya sih
i says:
hahaha
asik banget -_-
he says:
Emg lo gak ikut?
i says:
ga bisa :''''''''
cckckkc
he says:
Knapa emangnya?
i says:
ret ret cho ckck
bete gw ret retnya baru skrng
udh mau masuk
beteeeee
he says:
Yaaaa
Brarti tadi trakhir dong liat gue shitty im crying you knowwwwwwwwww :''(
i says:
ckkckc
huuuuuuu iya cho
aaaaaaaa ret retnya telat abis gw bete
he says:
Yaaa tadi buru buru bgt sih lo
i says:
hhhhhhhhhhhh iya nih cho
udh di telfon nyokap suruh pulang gitu
he says:
Yeeee payah bgt dhee
i says:
huuuuuuuuuuu iya nih ah
he says:
Cel, gua mau off dulu ya
Capek bgt gua
Bsk ol lg ya
i says:
hahaha
oke dehhh
byebye echooo

i hope we can chat again sometimes okay dont ever forget it ch :'

today!

I LOVE TODAY
I LIKE TODAY
AND I WILL MISS TODAY :'(

gaby, pindah ke 81 ckck bakal kangen banget parah!

monica, ke tm aduhhhhh untung deket, but i will miss you!

sherwin rudolf adit, sama sama penabur deh ya lu ckck

echoooooo ke bali :(

i will miss today guys :'(
kapan bisa sama sama kaya tadi lagi? :''''

sweet

okay ini kaget banget gw liatnya trus speechless dengernya juga :'
hampir nangis aaaaaaaaa

Monica says:
Ah males gue sm yg namanya cowo gue benci semuanya ngeselin!!!!!
SEMUA!!!!
cella says:
hahaha
sabaar ya beyby
Monica says:
Patah celllll
Gue ga enak kasi taunya
Awwwww echo so sweet
cella says:
apaan
Monica says:
Jgn sedih ya kalo gue blg
Hahaahahahaha
cella says:
apaan
lo chat sm echo?
Monica says:
Celllll
Tau gasih
Iyeiye
Ada berita menggembirakan
Hahahaha
Nih kan gue cerita ttg ryan gitu
Trs gue blg iya gue bt ah ryan berenang krmh roosmin
Trs dia blg ya knp emg gpp kali
Trs gue blg ya gue cemburu cho!
Trs dia blg gini
Tapi dulu pas gw masih jadian ama cella kan dia sering bngt tuh di peluk peluk ama edrick
Tp gue biasa2 aja mon
cella says:
HAHAHAHAHHA
HAHAHAHHAHAHHA
AHHAHAHA
NGAKAK GUA
aduh

Monica says:
Trs gue blg ya berarti lo ga syg dong sm cella
cella says:
ah
ah
Monica says:
Trs dia blg gini
cella says:
echo
ah

Monica says:
Tunggu!!!
Jgn sedih dulu
cella says:
so sweet
AHHAHA
sedih
Monica says:
Trs dia blg gini
cella says:
:'''
berkaca kaca
ahhaha
Monica says:
Sayang sih sayang
cella says:
lebay gua
-_-
AHHAHA
Monica says:
NIHHH lo baca deh nih dia bls gini
Udah lo diem dulu ah!!
cella says:
HAHAHHAH
AHHAHAHAHHA
Monica says:
Hahahah
cella says:
iyaiya beyby
maaf
Monica says:
Echo said : Karena sayang makanya gw percaya si cella gak bakal ngapa ngapain
cella says:
ahhhhhhhhhh
Monica says:
HUAAAA :'''' so manis
cella says:
HILA
GILA
uuuuu so sweet
:'''

wish i could turn back time i will never let you down :''''

photoshop

huahuahuahua lagi iseng deh nih nyoba nyoba edit di photoshop ternyata asik ya

take a look :

me :)

andrew gaby monica me nita


edric

gaby me marin

andrew

sandy : )

gabriel charlotte love!

me nita marcia gaby

well, thats all for todays edit photos!
i kind a like editing photos :0

chat! xoxo

UH OH UH CHAT YIHIIPIEE! :0

e: Lw jam brapa ke sekolah?

c : hahah ga tau, ya sebangunnya gw juga. tpi jam 10 deh gw usahain ckck

e : Owww oke oke

c : lgi chat sm siapa aja cho?

e : Ada temen gw dari alpen

c :ohhokeoke

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gw close aja abis males juga deh zzzzz
trus abis itu chat sm gaby deh huahuahau love love gabey tpi masih ol aja deh dia -_-
yaudah kata gaby harus sapa

c : masih bangun ga loooooo?

e : Oh sorry sorry ketiduran gw

c : wakakaka.. oh udh tidurrrr? yee yaudah tidur aja
c : udh tidur nih ya lo? -_-

e : Blom kok

c : hahhaa yeee ga tidurrrr?

e : Lw juga knapa gak tidur?

c : hahaha ga ngantukk

e : Lw ol mulu sih

c : hahhaa iya dong

e : Mendingan lw tidur

c : ga ngantuk hahaha lo tidur dong

e : Lw ol gak dari hp kan ni?

c : gaklah dri komputer dong

e : Lw mendingan off trus diem diem aja di kasur. Kalo gini ya bisa gak tidur lw ampe bsk

c : hahahaha diem ? gila ga bisa cho ga enak. ini kan udah besok

e : Yaudah lah ya

c : hahaha

e : Daripada gak tidur sama sekali

c : lo juga ga tdur deh?

e : gw kebangun tau

c : hahaha yaudah tidur lagi cho. maaf bangunin hahahaha

e : Udah susah kalo mau tidur lg

c : yaaaaaaaaa trus gimana lo tidurnya?

e : Au dah, Mana gw laper lg ( HAHAHHA LUCU BANGET DEH LO )

c : hahahahhamakanlah cho. ke dapur terus makan

e : Makan apaan? Daging beku? Lw gila

c : HAHAHHAA aduhhhhhhh gw tau lo makan apa

e : Apaan?

c : DELIVERY MCD?

e : Lw gila.. Gw mau bayar pake apaan?? Daun kelor?

c : HAHAHHAA aduh e masa ga ada duit deh? paling 20rb juga kenyang

e : Yeeee lagian makan fast food jam segini gak sehat tau

c : yaaaaaaa yg sehat apaan dong? minum susu aja tuh

e : Ya apa kek

c : hahaha minum susu

e : Susu doang mana kenyang gw

c : yeeeee kan biar ga terlalu laper

e : Apa arti? Mending sekalian

c : yaaaalo minum susu abis itu tidur baru ntar pas jam 8 bangun lagi makan deh

e : Dibilangin gw udah susah tidur lg

c : hahaha trus lo lgi ngapain skarang?

e : masih chatting aja dari tadi...tapi udah kebanyakan pada off semua gara gara gw tadi ketiduran

c : hahahaha skrng masih banyak yg ol?

e : Dikit

c : ohh okeoke

e : Lw emang banyak yg ol?

c : masih 15 hauhauhadikit sih ckkc udh pada tidur

e : Owww Lw mendingan tidur

c : hmm bntar bntarrrrrr lagi

e : Skarang aja deh...udah jam 5 nih (baik deh)

c : hmm di gw masih 10 menit lagi ahaha

e : Maksudnya?

c : iya di jam gw jam 5 masih 10 menit lagi hehe

e : Yaudah lah ya, Emang kagak jebol apa tuh tagihan kalo lw ol mulu

c : hahaha kan unlimited hahaha

e : Yaudah kasian kan tuh bokap lw teler bayar tagihan

c : hmm iya deh ya

e : Iya deh apaan?

c : bntar lagi off ah tapi males deh

e : Emang jam segini di rumah ada yg blom tidur juga??

c : hahaha udh tidur smuanya -_-
c :weeeeeeeyy udh jam 5 deh dirumah gw haahhaha

e : Trus Lw mau tidur?

c : hmm ga tau deh hahaha paling dengerin lagu aja smbil tduran

e : Lw tuh emang napa sih gak bisa tidur mulu ( masih inget ye gw susah tidur :0 uoo ;p )

c :ga tau nih tdi tuh gw mandi baru jam stgh 10 gitu deh makanya ga ngantuk deh

trus abis itu gw chat di hp deh sayang ga bisa di copy hehe pokoknya intinya chat chat chat!

xoxo♥

xoxo

im chatting right now in the morning waakaka

why gabbbb? :'(

sumpah ini gw lgi chat ama lo byyyyyyyyy but why why why why tell me whyyyyy
huuuuuuuuuuuuu sumpah ya kita padahal deket juga baru baru ini gitu kan baru bntar ah why did you have to move bey? ntar ah aaaaaaaaaaaa gw ga tau mau ngmng apa deh hm tpi gpp sih klo emg di 81 lebih bgus buat lo ya gpp sih tpi

you stil be my best freaky girl right? ;')
answer on chicky chat bey :)

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo♥♥♥♥♥

saturday night

Saturday, 04 July 2009

hmmm its saturday, in the morning i went to sicc ( church thingy)
trus online pake ebuddy deh tuh trus ryan kaya ngajak ke pim gitu hmmm tawaran yg asik juga kan tuh hmm because my girlssss pergi gitu smua deh hm nih ya marcia kan ke jepang, nita ke jogja, monica ke bandung, gaby itu katanya ada hmc gitu deh (church thingy juga) hehe trussss yaudah gw pulang deh tuh yaaaa eh tpi malah dikunci gitu kamarnya sm nyokap -_-
yaudah gw online di komputer luar deh trus kepanasan ohmy hot, trus akhirnyaaaa bisa juga ke pim deh jam stgh 6 gitu berangkat deh sm michelle huahauhau trus ketemu ryan di pim trus ke aw trus makan waffle sundae huehue strawberry yum :p
trus ga ada kerjaan deh ya hm si ryan biasa minta foto gitu deh -_- oh my take a look :












okay thats Ryan Andhika my freakiest friend hauhau peace!
trus kita lagi ketawa tawa gitu tiba tiba dateng deh jeng jeng jeng ECHO!
hauhauhaua trus ya ya ya ngobrol lalala trus foto lagi deh ckck yaampun
take a look again -_-





oh my god udah ya hahaha gila kebanyakan kepanjangan ntar post yg ini -_-
hhehehe trus abis itu kaya silent people smua sibuk sama hp masing masing kecuali ryan kan di service hpnya AHHAHA hm
trus akhirnya kita jalan aja gitu deh terussssssssss kita karaoke jadinya hauhauha
uuuuuuuuuu seru seru seru tpi bereempat doang ckckck
aaaaa tpi seru banget ya saturday night!
the most unforgettable saturday ever ♥
trus kita foto foto lagi deh abis itu huaaaaaaaa semuanya nyanyi loh, ryan kocak banget echo apalagi ckckckck but i like it kok :)

oh my bakal keinget terussss ckkcck kita nyanyi untitled - maliq selalu denganmu - tompi itu yg paling bagus ckck oiya sama like a star - corrine bailey rae
oh my ga bakal lupa nyanyi bareng deh yaaaaaaaa i love you guys :'0

:")

Just like a star across my sky
Just like an angel off the page
You have appeared to my life
Feel like I'll never be the same
Just like a song in my heart
Just like oil on my hands
Honour to love you
Still I wonder why it is
I don't argue like this
With anyone but you
We do it all the time
Blowing out my mind
You've got this look I can't describe
You make me feel like I'm alive
When everything else is au fait
Without a doubt you're on my side
Heaven has been away too long
Can't find the words to write this song
Oh...
Your love ♥
Now I have come to understand
The way it is
It's not a secret anymore
'cause we've been through that before
From tonight I know that you're the only one
I've been confused and in the dark
Now I understand

tears

i just need my girls and i really want to cry right now :'''

Transformers 2 ♥

TRANSFORMERS II REVENGE OF THE FALLEN
the coolest movie ever!
oh oh i love SAM WITWICKY ♥
hmmm prtama itu nonton hari prtama pas banget kluar tgl 24 Juni 2009, me and vania ngantri jam 1 tpi dapet show yg paling malem zt zt -_- jam 21:30
oh my malem kan tuh ckckck
trus akhirnya nonton dan......... ITS SO DAMN COOL!
terus gw nonton lagi gitu sm monica nita gaby ryan sherwin and SANDY
wakakaka itu serunya parah parah ckckck huaaaa mau dong lagi nonton sama freaky boy HEHEHE

love love love♥

-_-

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY -_-
holiday nih kita ya huihuihui uyeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa tpi.......... udh mau abis nih ah WELCOME HIGH SCHOOL -
pertanyaan yg ada di otak skrng cuma :
*itu enak ga sih SMA?
*aaaaaaaaa bakal kaya smp ga tuh ya?
huaaaaa gimnaa yah sma -_-

but its over :'(

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you, or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over
I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

but its over...........