i cant

FORGET YOU?
OH I REALLY
CANT

byebye 11

move on? hmm i dont think i can. but with a condition like this i really have to.
you changed a lot, yes you are :'( i really want the old you, im so confused with every words that you promise me.... i dont believe you anymore, you are so a liar :'( i want to move on, i dont want to stuck on you like this. i dont want to think a bout you anymore, knowing that you dont care at all. i really dont want to :'(
youre hurting me so much , and thats enough. right now maybe i can write all of this and just try really hard to forget and i hope i can keep move on without you in my life :'(
maybe its hard for me but i have to, bye-bye 11

kangen deh

sumpah kangen banget sama looooooooooooooo :'(

i miss you so much

Everyday and every night, this feeling I’d fight
Try as I might but I won’t win, I surrender, I’d die
You are winning here alright

Every morning when the sun would shine on me
I’d flash a smile but deep inside
I feel so sad and lonely
I need you here and now

I miss you
It’s crazy to pretend that I don’t think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow

I miss you
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too

Miss you…

All I want is for this love to last forever
You walked away, never came back, oh I tried to recover
I can’t bear it boy alright

When I hear a song that we had used to share
I’ll try as I might to hide the tears, and when the pain is over
I’ll wish that you are near

I miss you
It’s crazy to pretend that I don’t think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow
I miss you
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too

Miss you…

260609

Yesterday, nita monica ryan sandy sherwin ryan rudolf come to my house :D
tadinya itu mau ngumpul bareng tpi yang bisa dateng cuma segitu deh hauhauhauah tpi gpp seru kok! kita prtama pesen mcd dulu soalnya nita sm monica udh kelaperan hauhauhau oiya hm sebelum ke rumah gw itu kita jalan dulu di pim deh hmm nonton TRANSFORMERS YEAY huahauhauha hmm trus di pim tuh masih ada gaby soalnya dia nginep deh dirumah hehe
kita rusuh deh berdua HUAHAUHAUHAUHA trus kita tuh bosen gitu deh trus akhirnya
coloring nails huahuahuahau gaby purple and im pink hauhauhau
trus abis itu gaby malah tidur meninggalkan aku sendiri :( hauhauha yaudah gw tidur juga aja hahahha
oke back to the :

SANDY the most cutey person i have ever met :"D
sumpah gw ngefans ama lo san ckckkckck GANTENGGGGGGG LUCU IMUT PERFECT xoxo
hm oke hua sandy juga kerumah aku locccch hauhauhauhauah
pokoknya kmaren itu fun banget ya ckckck i love you guys so much i love Twenty
trus setelah udh pada balik gitu kita( nita gw rudolf) skype sm marcia huahauhauha
trus ni foto marcia lama bgt ke uploadnya ya yaudah deh ga usah pke foto hehe
trus setelah smuanya balik ni ada satu makhluk yg minta foto
RUDOLF WAKKAKAKAKAKKAKA
hmm oke OIYA ada lagi nih yg foto foto gitu freak hauakkakakakak
ALBERT AND RYANhuakakakakak gay abis ni orang ckckckckck
okay meskipun pada gay freak tpi tetep sayang sm smuanyaaaaaa
ntar klo ga ada lo smua gimana nih gw? garing deh -_-
I LOVE TWENTY

:''(

how can i move on when i'm still in love with you?

FUN

UYEEAA UYEAA :D today im having so much fun, umm maybe a little fun but means A LOT OF FUN okay -_-
hauhauhahauha hmm today im going out with my bebyloveyby GABRIEL CHARLOTTE
love you girl! hmm first, we went to black canyon coffee to survey for our class farewell thing.... and then we go to pim, but there isnt any good film, so gaby and i went to es teler wakakakak we ate noodle and bihun hahahaha hmmmmmm after eating, aga bingung mau kmana deh.. tdinya mau ke citos mau nonton 17 again ( UYEA ZAC AFRON UAHUAHUHAHAHUA COOL ) tpi gw udh nonton .. soooooooooooo we decided to go to kemang :') together uuuuuuu akhirnya
hmmmmmm sempet macet gitu sih yaaaaaaa huahauhau gaby udh marah marah gitu dech macet abis gitu kan kemang uoww -_-
hahaha trus yaudah tpi gpp deh yaaaaaaaaaa akhirnya kita nyampe deh pokoknya heheheehehe trusssss prtama kita ke kemang food fest dulu beli dvd okay gaby yg beli dvd AHHAHAH hmm abis itu kita keliling gitu mau cari tmpat yg pw gitu hmmmmmmmmmm akhirnya di la codefin aja deh ya hahahahahhaha trus di situ beli sour sally hm yum huahuahhua trus duduk bntar gitu trus gw foto foto gaby dehhhhhhhhhhhhh yg lagi crazeh :D:D


gaby with homer :p




hmmm okay and than we decided to go home, huahuahua thanks geboyyyyyyy i have so much fun today with you beybyloveeeeeeeeeeeeee muah

hard

its really hard for me to forget yesterday
really really hard for me you know..
at 2 in the morning im awake because im thinking of it -_-
HUAAAAAAAAAAAAA

a day to remember

16 06 09. i know maybe we were different now, but i have realize that i love you so much. if i dont love you, maybe we cant do that kinda thing -_-
hmmmmmmmmmmm i love you and yes i do :)
i wont forget this day, i really wont. thanks for today, its kinda nice to me that you drive me home. i like it, thank you so much. i appreciate it so much.
maybe when you're gone, i will miss this day, i will miss today :')

HAHAHA

my very2 handsome and funny friend
his name is RYAN ANDHIKA
he is the most funniest human i have ever met -_- AHHAHA
he is single, hmm want his number? okay, here you go 08999808015

ps : ini disuruh ryan oke everybody! HUAHUAHUA

Lorenzo Marco!

Forget the times
he walked by,
Forget the times
he made you cry,
Forget the times
he spoke your name,
Remember now
your not the same.
Forget the times
he held your hand,
Forget the sweet things
if you can,
Forget the times
& Don't pretend,
Remember now
he's just your friend.

yes , he's just my friend, but not an ordinary friend ♥

Bored

Bored Bored Bored Bored Bored Bored Bored
Bored Bored Bored Bored Bored Bored Bored Bored Bored Bored Bored Bored Bored

im getting bored

am i dreaming?

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i still cant believe it :')
i love you so much uahuhauhaha

WHOAA

I LOVE TODAY it was so damn fun yeaaaaaaaaaaaah
kita ke dufan lohhhhh hauhauhaua hmm harusnya ya kita police academy but we just cant -_-
hmmm but its okay me marcia gaby nita adit and ryan have so much fun yeaaaaaaaaaah
wawawa paling seru ARUNG JERAM dong yeaaaaaah itu duper duper really seru ckckkckck
6 kali loh hahahahahahhahaa SERUUUUUUUUUU

tpi yg blom ksampean POLICE ACADEMY 2 uuuyeah harus nonton men ckckckck ALEX HERE WE COME JUST WAIT

tomorrow !

I WANT TOMORROW

I WANT DO FUN

YEAH I LOVE TWENTY ♥

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ga sabar besok yea yea uyeaaaaaa :p

i cant sleep

yeaaaaaaaaah cant sleep, so i write this.

FIRST :
i really cant sleep guys -_- zzz
SECOND :
i really miss my friends, him, school, 9B
THIRD :
i really dont want to go to school because im scared to meet that baldy teacher -_-
FOURTH :
I REALLY CANT WAIT PROM NIGHT ♥

i hate it

i love you yes i do, i wanna be with you, i wanna hug you, i miss you, i want you right here right now.
lalalalalalalaa why are you so hard to forget? yaampun ampe bosen gw nih nulis those words -_-
knapa sih smpe skrng masih sayang? knapa ga benci aja deh? malah skrng masih sayang ckckck
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i love you and i hate it :'(

he cant be moved

hmm ga tau knapa deh ya aduh this feeling still the same, i still have the same feeling... nothing change :') maybe it is love yeaaaaaaa hmm i love him i like him i need him and i still miss him sometimes :)
he really cant be moved away

last night!

hmmmmmmm i have a really great time las night :)
i just got on my way home and then online with that fuckin ebuddy -_- but it doesnt work so im offline.
and gaby text me, she said he was ol :P :P tpi prtama dont carelah and then gw suruh gaby nanya huahauhauh trnyata beneran ga ada pulsa ckckckck makanya sms gw ga dibales -_-
and abis itu gw tp dia deh ya 5rb hmm bukup kan tuh? hahahah cukup banget deh trus gara gara kelamaan ampe rumah ya abis itu dia off deh -_- tapi dia sms gw huahuahuahuah and then sms sms sms another sms hauhauha until 3 o'clock in the morninggggggggggggg ♥
hmm pokoknya he said that we will wacth transformer yeaaaaaaaay!!!!! ayo dong cepetan kluar tu filmmmmmmmmmm I CANT WAIT! xoxoxo