Pencil & Eraser

Pencil says “You know, I’m really sorry.”
     Eraser says “For what? You didn’t do anything wrong.”
Pencil says “I’m sorry, ‘cause you get hurt because of me.
                    Whenever  I make a mistake, you’re always there
                    to erase it. But as you make my mistake vanish, 
                    you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and
                    smaller every time.”
     Eraser says “That’s true, but I don’t really mind. You see, I
                        was made to do this. I was made to help you 
                        whenever you do something wrong. Even
                        though, one of these days, I know I’ll be gone  
                        and you have to replace me with a new one, I’m 
                        actually happy with my job. So please, stop
                        worrying. I hate to see you sad..”
Pencil “…… :")”

a happy sunday :)

yeah its Sunday! its like no other Sunday, its a special Sunday!

1. Mia’s Birthday Surprise

on saturday night we prepare the surprise, and on 00.00 we surprised her! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIA WE LOVE YOU :)

2. Happy Birthday Kak Tiffany :)
wish you all the very best kak, makin segala-galanya ya kak hehe :)


3. HAPPY 7 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY INKA & ARYA :)
awet-awet yaaa jangan bete-betean okeee! hihi cieeee 11 :p tambah semuanya yaaa saling ngerti trus ga beteeee badmood lagi okeokeokeeeee stay in love!

and

happy 2 months Jody :)
 
cieeeeeee 2 bulan loh loh loh hehehe maaf aku ga kasih apa-apa jod huuu bingung banget…… tapi seneng banget hari ini akhirnya pergi bareng yaaaaa meskipun ga jadi gereja gara-gara kelamaan mobilnya huaaa tapi seneng seharian sama kamu :) makan banyak kan akuuuuuuu hari ini !
love you jooooooody♥
 

A trip to A

25th of March till 28th…………
Manda, Giscka, Dhana, Thomas, Jody and I are going to Anyer.
We had so much fun there, its an unforgettable 4 days trip :)
check it out! We took a few picts :p
     

      
            

 

P.S  I Miss Anyer… :(

28th March 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSE EDRALIN REYNA!
hahahaha happy birthday JODYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
i love you more and more each day
cie 16th :) semoga tambah segala-galanya yang baik ya joody! Amin!
seneng ga sama kadonya? haha aku cuma bisa kasih itu aja –_- soalnya kan ke anyer…………
ah tapi seru banget di anyer huuuuuuuu kangen!
telat banget postnya………. tapi gapapa hehehe
LOVE YOU J-O-D-Y!

FF.

yeah today : FF
Freaky Friday
F-ing bored Friday
not-Fun-at-all Friday

ga suka hari iniiiiiiiiiii
bete banget. hhhh ga ada yg bikin seneng keanya :c



p.s : I’M F-ING MISS YOU! rghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :’(

March, 11th

hari ini banyak yang gue pelajarin.
hari ini seneng, sedih tapi seneng :)
seneng, karna hari ini 1 bulanan sama Jody ♥
terus jody kasih ini deh 

 

gatau kenapa suka liatnya deh… sweet gitu ahaha ini foto pertama pake bb yang berdua sm jody :)
thank you jody!!!!!!!! suka banget aku :”D
semoga sebulanan kita tambah saling sayang yaa terus jangan bete-betean juga :) jujur satu sama lain oke kalo ada yang ga enak omongin aja joood..
i love you with all my heart♥

Sedih……… sedih karena harusnya seneng-seneng sebulanan tapi ada masalah…
masalahnya : marahan sm sahabat sendiri.
ga enak bangeeeeeet sedih… kagettttttt hoahhh :s

Tapi seneng kok semuanya udah baik-baik lagi…
udah di omongin tadi semuanya sm marcia :”)
sorry ya marciaaaaaaa hhhhh gue bakal inget kok yang di omongin tadi supaya ga ada masalah lagi deh antara pacar dan sahabat..

hari ini juga belajar banyak kok
1. Masalah tuh harus di omongin langsung, ga boleh omongin di belakang apa lagi lewat twitter…… ga suka banget ohmyy twitter tempat bikin salah paham..
2. Lupa sama temen itu ga boleh. Apalagi karena pacar…… emang pacar penting tapi ga sepenting temen sendiri :)
3. aga ga penting……….. tapi jujur tadi belajar biologi! SHIT JIJIKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK ngebahas cacing. ewh :s

cukup itu aja yang mau gue ceritain hari ini hahaha

i love you Marcia, i love you 7, i love you Jody :) 

keep reading my stories bloggers ♥

:’D

why is that the deepest hurt that you get is always from the person you most loved?
                                                                via @TheLoveStories

the example of “the person” is a friend.
or maybe friends? idk…
its deep…. hurt…. yeah……….
but just relax, i’m gonna smile like nothings wrong and talk like everything is fine :)
i know sooner or later it will be just fine, exactly the way it used to be :’D

Lebih Indah♥

saat ku tenggelam dalam sendu
waktu pun enggan untuk berlalu
ku berjanji tuk menutup pintu hatiku
entah untuk siapa pun itu
semakin ku lihat masa lalu
semakin hatiku tak menentu
tetapi satu sinar terangi jiwa ku
saat ku melihat senyum mu
dan kau hadir, merubah segalanya
menjadi lebih indah
kau bawa cinta ku setinggi angkasa
membuat ku merasa sempurna
dan membuat ku untuk menjalani hidup
berdua dengan mu selama-lamanya
kaulah yang terbaik untuk ku
kini ku ingin hentikan waktu
biar kau berada di dekat ku
bunga cinta bermekaran dalam jiwaku
dan ku petik satu untukmu
ku percayakan seluruh hatiku padamu
kasihku..... satu janjiku, kau lah yang terakhir bagiku....
dan kau hadir, merubah segalanya
menjadi lebih indah
kau bawa cinta ku setinggi angkasa
membuat ku merasa sempurna
dan membuat ku untuk menjalani hidup
berdua dengan mu selama-lamanya
kaulah yang terbaik untuk ku

!!!

F!!!

:c

KANGEN JODYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :(
jumat ga masuk jadi seharian ga ketemu
hari ini ketemu tapi cuma 20 menit itu juga di jalan pulang karna dia nganterin pulang :c huhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
kangen banget :(
sekarang gatau dia dimana di bbm-in ga bisaaaaaa huhhhh haimi di bbm ga dibales juga :c
)/.<.”;(*=_)+&%.%$#@#^* KANGEEEEEEEEEEEN

now :D

Now is all I know
Now is all I got
Now is all I care about
Now that you are here
Now that you're the contents of my heart
Now you're all I know
Now is all I promise
And I don't know
If there will be a future for us
Now is all I live for
Now that you are near
And it was best that from the start it was clear.
There's a reason
Why we love each other now
And we don't know if this is forever
There's a reason
Why we are together now
And we don't care if it's not forever now.
Now is all I think about
Now that I am happy
And I'm not sure
If there will be a future for us
Now is all I offer
It's everything I got
And I still wish
That there will be a tomorrow for us :D

J

if ever you wonder, if you touch my soul, yes you do
since i met you, we’re not the same
you bring life to everything i do
just the way you say hello, with one touch i cant let go
never taught i’m fall in love with you
because of you, my life has change
thank you for the love and the joy you bring
because of you, i feel no shame
i tell the world, its because of you
sometimes i get lonely,
and all i’ve got to do is think of you
you captured something inside of me
you make all my dreams come true
its not enough that you loved me for me
i love you best explain how i feel for you :)

nine!

its saturday, 20th of February 2010. its my nine days anniversary :)
hahahaha hari ke sembilan :p and i love today bangettttttt ♥
its start with jody yang mau ke rumah jam 12an tapi jadi aga siangan lagiiii jam 1an gitu kalo ga salah tadi karna nunggu yg lain gituuuuuuu tapi akhirnya jadi kok ke rumah :)
dirumah kosongggggg cuma ada marlyneee terus krik krik gitu di ruang tamu hahaha akhirnya nyalain tv kita ntn justice league huahauaha trus rencananya itu mau beli dvd kaaaaaaan tapi ujan gerimis-_- ehhhh pas udah jam 2an hampir setengah 3 akhirnya pergi juga deh karna ujannya udh mulai berenti :)
ke itc fatmawati beli dvd… sempet panik gara-gara jody lupa bawa stnk motor hahaha tapi ternyata gak kenapa-kenapa :p
eeeeeeeh pas sampe rumah taunya udh pada pulang deh yg pergi hahaahahhaa jody ketemu bokap nyokap deh terus langsung ntn dvd berdua :) dvd marathon deh kita joooood ♥
teruuuuuuuuuus ntn sampe jam 7an tadi hahaha padahal jody udh disuruh nyusul ke citos karna pd main futsal gitu disituuu trus gue pengen ikuttt tapi takut minta ijin-_- tapi akhirnya minta ijin dan dibolehin! wohoooooooooo thank you parents ;)
terus kita ke citos deh disitu ada ginetta manda juga sama yg lain trus gue laperrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr bet disitu terus marcia juga mau kluar sm sean dan akhirnya janjian deh ke radal –__- pertama bingung makan dimana terus jadinya burger and grill deh hahaha tapi gpp seru kokkkk wihihihi abis itu di anter pulang sama jody lagiiiiii ♥
i love today so much and i love spending time with you jooood!
i love you and happy 9th day anniversary hahahaha :p
semoga awet yaaaaaaa kita amin amin amin♥♥♥♥♥

xoxo

yesterday♥

yesterday was a valentine’s day!
parah………seneng parah :’D
pagi-pagi ke gereja dulu kan seperti biasa, di gereja ngerayain valentine juga tuh dikasih bantal hati gitu sama red rose terus harus dikasih ke orang tua :)
terus keinget jody dehhhh akhirnya beli cupcakes dulu terus abis itu pulang deh bareng kevin……… karna dirumah ada acara jadi ada makan-makan keluarga besar gitu-_______- males banget sih tapi yaudahlah gpp sekali-sekali kan ehehehe
udah malem……………… akhirnya jody jadi ke rumah deh!!! :):):)♥
dia dateng sama thomas wirdan sama ada manda juga
terus duduk di ruang tamu bareng-bareeeeeeeeeng ehhhh jody tiba-tiba ngeluarin something gitu dari tasnya :D
guess what! chocolates!

uuuuw especially for you♥

ahhh thank you jody like it banget :):):) terusssssss akhirnya gue ambil cupcakesnya juga deh hehehe terus dikasih ke jody :p kata jody kemanisan hahaha tapi kan gpp kan jooodd! yang penting dari aku :p ♥

ALL I CAN SAY IS I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUU! TOO MUCH!♥

thanks ya jodyyyyyy udh dateng ke rumah dingin-dingin gerimis gitu, terus udah nonton Bolt bareng :p terus pake ikan di aquarium lompat HHAAHHAA panik! but i have a really great time with youuuuuu!

i love you jody♥

xoxo

My Valentine

if there were no words, No way to speak
i would still hear you

if there were no tears, No way to feel inside
i’d still feel for you

all of my life i have been waiting for
all you give to me
you’ve opened my eyes
and showed me how to love unselfishly

i’ve dreamed of this a thousand times before
in my dreams i couldn’t love you more
i will give you my heart
until the end of time

and even if the sun refused to shine
even if romance ran out of ryhme
you would still have my heart until the end of time
you’re all i need, my love, my valentine

sing by : Martina Mcbride

11/02/2010♥JODY

ga nyangka, kaget tapi SENENG PARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
i love you jody <3 :’D
gue kaget dia di depan rumah gue…… terus gue turun kan akhirnya trus dia basa basi gitu deehhhh lucu bgt tapi aneh bgttttttttttt eh eh eh tiba tiba
’cell,gue suka sama lo, mau jadi pacar gue?’
degg..degg.deeggggggg!! duar! hahaha kaget gue
dalem hati cuma IYALAH MAUU HAHA tapi gue tanya ke jody
‘beneran jod? ah iya beneran?’
dan emang bener deh!
i told you someday we’ll be together, and that ‘someday’ is today ♥

:”””””””)

tadi dikirimin voice note sama jody :””’’)
forever-killing me inside
sumpah ga bisa stop dengerin huhu coba bisa gue masukin ya kesini… tapi ga bisa error gitu huhuhu sumpah nangis dengernya huhuuuuuuuu sweet! keren cool ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
:’’’’’’

cause my love for you… forever ♥

someday.

“someday we’ll be together,
         someday we’ll be together”

                      Someday by John Legend

selalu ada lagu ini plus lyricnya di pikiran gue.. mungkin lagu lama banget tapi lyricnya bagussssssss bgt ckck
seneng banget sekarang udah beda, udah bisa lebih deket kaya temen-temen biasa…. and i hope we can be more than just a ‘friend’.. sayang banget sama looooooo gak pernah kaya gini deh sebelomnya kckck first time banget bisa kaya giniiiii ahh parah-parah deh sayang sama looooooo :’’’’)

and i hope someday we’ll be together ♥

:’(

KENAPA SIH GUEEEEEEEEEEEEEE…
dari kemaren nangis terus yaaa tolong ah cengeng banget gue ga mau cengeng please :’’’(
kenapa sihhhhhh semuanya bikin bete kesel ah i hate you people :”’(
urrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i hate crying
sumpah please dong gue gamau nangis lagi dong huhuhu gamau banget :’’’( hhhhh please God make me stronger :’’’(

s*cks!

YOU S*CKS
THEY S*UCKS
ONE WORD FOR THEM…………… S U C K S!

(*@($*#%*#&y*^(@*_)%*#^&u*#^*

I HATE YOU. 
I HATE THEM.

reasons

you’re the reason why i go to school everyday, because i’m just happy to see your face even if we don’t talk.

you’re the reason why i left my book at home so i can go to your classroom just to saw you sitting on your table.

you’re the reason why i go to downstairs on break time because i just want to make sure you have eaten.

you’re the reason why my table, paper, and other things near me would never clean, because i love to write your name on them.

you’re the reason i go to your place almost everyday, just to meet you, your brothers and your sister or anyone at your house, cause i love them.

you’re the reason why i’m singing the song over and over again, cause i remember you play the guitar.

you’re the reason why my blog’s stories is all about you, cause i love to write all the days i spent with you.

you’re the reason why i cant stop staring at your name on my online list, because i’m waiting and hoping we can chat.

you’re the reason why i’m crying, because i was thinking why i’m still not having you here right by my side? :’/

and the reason why i write these words is because i love you too much :”)

No Ordinary Love♥

This could have been just another day
But instead we're standing here
No need for words, it's all been said
In the way you hold me near
I was alone on this journey
You came along to comfort me
Everything i want in life is right here

'cause this is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
I was not prepared enough
To fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
Made everything right again
With your extraordinary love

I get so weak
When you look at me
I get lost inside your eyes
Sometimes the magic is hard to believe
But you're here before my weary eyes
You brought joy to my world
Set me so free
I want you to understand
You are every breath that i breathe

From the very first time that we kissed
I knew that i just couldn't let you go at all
From this day on, remember this:
That you're the only one that i adore
Can't we make this last forever
This can't be a dream
'cause it feels so good to me

This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
I was not prepared enough
To fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
Made everything right again
With your extraordinary love

it’s a song by M.Y.M.P and everytime i play this song all i can think about is just you…

saturday♥

hari ini paraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah senengnya! i love you ginetta and manda :) dari kmaren udh plan pengen ke rmh jody abis itu kobam haha sok banget tapi ga jadi juga ujungnya hahaha :p tapi jadi ke rumah jody hueheuheu dirumah jody rame banget ada dhana sean kevin reyner thomas wirdan ada galang sm merry juga :) abis itu ryan heikal arya nyusul ke rumah jodyyy tambah rame dehhh tapi kevin pulangg-_- dirumah jody dari siang ampe jam 7an gitu kan terus mau ke papilon dehhhhh gue sm jody naik motor sean sendiri ginetta sm manda bawa motor heikal deh kita pada isi bensin duluuuuuu terus abis itu ke papilon deh huehuehue disitu nyanyi-nyanyi terus gue sm ginetta ke rmh marcia numpang pipis hahaha sekaligus jenguk marcia soalnya lg sakit kan katanyaaa huehhehe seru banget hari ini aaaaaah love you tottt sm manda jugaaa terus tadi jam 12 kan udh pada balikkk di papilon tinggal gue jody haimi dhana wridan reyner arya terus gue balik sm arya kan ehhhh semuanya ikutan nganter deh jadi kaya konvoi hahaha lucu deh abis nyampe dirumah gue semua minum duluuu rootbeer fanta sm 7up hueuhe abis itu mereka smua lanjut ke rumah jody lagiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii THANKS SEMUANYAAAAAAAAA hari ini seneng bangetttt i love this saturday night :)

thanks for the ride♥

happy! happy! happy! its 2 in the morning and i just got home from papilon……… yaaa 3 hari berturut-turut ke sana dan SENENG! hari ini itu kan ke pim sama marcia mia buat nyetak foto sama beli bahan buat kado inkaaaa kita mau bikin papan gitu dehh heheuehe trus abis itu bikin dirumah ijittt ada steven arya naya sean tiara jugaaaaaaa terus udah jam 10an gitu tiara ngajakin papilon kan yaudah gue ikut aja deh yaaaaa terus pas sampe sana cuma ada heikal doang abis itu arya baru dateng dehhhh padahal brngkt bareng gue sm tiara. terus kita laperrrrrrrrr yaudah gue sm tiara ke mcd sama kfc buat beli makanan gue beli beef burger sama chicken burger. kalo tiara beli ayam sama nasi di kfc terus kita balikkkkkkkkkk udah rame ada Jody, haimi thomas bayu reyner dhana terus burger punya gue, gue kasih haimi karna dia laper :) huaaaaaaaa ngefans sm haimi. trus yaudah kita ngbrl nyanyi dll ga kerasa jam setengah 2 kan gue minta pulang akhirnyaaaaaaaaa terus jody deh yg anterin sampe rumah :) :) :””””””D im so happy!!!!

thanks for the ride Jodddddddddddy♥

15.01.2010

udah 2 hari ini ke papilon terus…… tapi hari ini beda banget dan seru! hahaa pertamanya ke mcd terus akhirnya pulang sama ginetta karna dia mau ke rumah juga huahauhau abis itu dirumah kita ol msn,fb,twitter eh kevin adam ol abis itu kita webcam deh hahaha

               

abis itu kita makan barengggggggg terus kita berencaana muter-muter naik motor beat dirumah hauhauha eh kepikiran deh ke papilon akhirnya ke arah pondok indah dengan nekat parah ga pake helm dan stnk motor hahaha tpi sebelom itu isi bensin duluuuu terus akhirnya ke papilon dehhh disitu ada jody haimi sean kak ichsan kak jojo kak dani terus kita disituuuuu abis itu kak dani sama kak ichsan udh pergii tinggal kak jojo… eh malah gue dikerjain sm ginetta! ginetta sm haimi naik motor jody terus sean sama kak jojo pake motor gw muter-muter ninggalin gue sm jody di papilon-________- terus akhirnya gue disuruh duduk sm dia tapi dia sibuk main gitar… yaudahlah gpp, semger dia mainin gitar aja udh cukup seneng kok!!!!! ;’D terus mereka udh pd balik tuh and then thanks to ginetta,  she took another pict!

but i cant upload it! damn you bb why cant! ;( but its okay if you want to see it just ask me :)

all i really want to say is THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY! cause friday, i’m in love!

14.01.2010

well another day, another FUN!  Hari ini ada natalan di sekolah tapi gw udah berniat dateng telaaaaaaat dan gue seneng dateng telat karna pas dijalan mau ke db pas di terogong lagi macet-macetnya ada BEAT ORANGE SWEATER PUTIH GARIS-GARIS lewaaaaaaaaaaaat sama motor merah punya sean hueheuheuehe gw kira pas nyampe db tuh ga bakal bareng karna mereka cepet gitu ngilang-__- taunya pas nyampe gerbang db dari parmor ada jody sama sean huehehehe jody bawa gitarnya dave karna kmaren gue nelfon terus gue suruh masuk bawa gitarnya hari ini hahaha abis itu natalan duduknya ga jauh-jauh kok abis itu sebelahan abis itu pindah-pindah lagi tapi tetep barengan kokkkkkkk makan juga bareng hahaha abis itu pas selsai natalan gue ginetta ijit sama tiara ke mcd tadinya marcia mau ikut tapi dia di jemput deh jadinya ga bisa ikuttttt terus kita makan di mcd abis itu semua berencana ke rumah gueeeeee tapi pas lewatin papilon ada motor jody sion dhana jadi kita memutuskan untuk turun di situ hahaha abis itu disitu jody lg main gitaaaaaar terus ginetta suruh dia mainin lagu your guardian angel abis itu dia malah duduk di warung ninggalin gue deh sm jodyy yg duduk di motorrrr hueauehaha dia foto tapi burem!!!-_- 

tapi gpp yg pnting di foto, fotonya banyak tapi satu aja deh yg dimasukin :p hahaha terus jody mainin gitar dan gw nyanyi terus jody ikut nyanyi deeeeeeeh abis itu ada yg lain pd dateng trus ujan juga kan gue neduh di warung deh abis itu ketawa-ketawa barengg gue nulisnulis gitu ah seru pokoknya!!!!!!!!!!!!! parah serunya ckckck terus pas pulang jody anterin naik taxi deh hehehehe DAMN I LOVE TODAY! thanks ginetta tiara dhana sion haimi esp JOSEEEEEEEEEEEEE ♥

ThursdayMorning

kaya biasanya bangung jam 6 pagi terus mandi abis itu siap-siap pake seragam beresin buku pake kaos kaki dan sarapan di mobil… pas di gang keluar rumah cuma ngomong dalem hati doang “coba bisa liat dia lewat pagi-pagi” terus gw lanjut makan>>>>>> dan di tanjakan terogong yang arah ke jis tiba-tiba beat orange sweater putih garis-garis lewat….. words come true banget ga sih gw ckck udh gitu pas sampe di sekolah gw jalan dia lewat baru dateng terus pas di atas juga bareng deh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! itu senengnya parah padahal cuma gitu doang ya oh my i love thursday morning!

can’t you see? i love you hello.